emotional wreck

       What are feelings?
       Is it okay to be emotionally unstable? Just due to the fact once in their lifetime they had someone ruin how they felt about them. Just one time, can we be happy without an image coming to our head, making us feel miserable and depressed about how we could've done something to prevent that situation but its too late now. We try to make ourselves happy, what we forget, is that we need to be happy in the inside with ourselves before we try to make us feel some type of way. Peace within ourselves is the key to having a happy life.  Don't you think?
        The fact, we are emotionally unstable is we don't think we are good enough due to the past experiences. Once in our lifetime, we have met a certain someone to make us feel as a piece of trash that can't even be fixed from all the imperfections. Sometimes, we just need to fix ourselves. It takes us 10 times longer to put ourselves back together, then for us to break down. Now we are strong. Strong because we have this feeling we are indestructible. But once we are broken down, we seem to not get back up.
       Why?
       As a teenager I know what it is to break down crying. You feel like your air is limited and every time you try to grasp it, they take more away. We don't seem to know that we are valuable. But we have those experiences, images, feelings that just don't go away. Being depressed has nothing to do with this. What it does? Is just us trying to fix ourselves. All our flaws, define who we are.
      We are perfect imperfections.
      We are creations of god. We are made all different. Different as in being who we are made to be. Different as in a miniature elephant, its still an elephant right? God loves all his children. We are the future, that has to mess up a couple of times in order to understand who we are. Sometimes hurting ourselves and being skarred emotionally, where we are just afraid to have that same feeling again.
          Being an emotional wreck is normal now in days. There is help everywhere, as in a teacher, parent or a simple friend. We need to be found of our inner beauty and accept us for who we are, and not what people make us feel who are. We only live once right? Well, its time to make our life worth while. Let's not fall because THEY want to, we need to pick ourselves up because we are different, and we just are perfect imperfections trying to show the world who we are.